Hi, I want to share with u my story it starts the 10th July 1996 when I was born in Rabat the capital of Morocco , I have 3 sisters we were living in an appartemet near my grandmother's house , I spent my first years with her more than my parents she was everything , four years passed One day after eating lunch I was playing next to her and I heard a glass breaking I looked at her that was like the first time I saw her , her face changed it becames so pale her pupils are getting bigger , my mother and uncles are running to her everybody screams they start crying , I m standing there looking at her face , the others faces were full of emotions , nobody notices me.
I don't get it ,I don't understand what's happening ; one of my uncles took me to school , it's 6:00pm I'm back with my sister to find new faces at home never saw them before , women are crying and I was so scared didn't know what's going I ran in to the house calling my grandmother but no answer people start looking at me my mum came to me and she told " she's gone " I couldn't uderstand what that means I'm just an inocent child I don't know what "Death" is , I went to her room and found her laying on her bed wearing all white , I start crying cuz I realized that she 's gone for real and never come back , nobody saw me getting in there so I stayed next to her for a while asking her why she left why now and I still need her , those were the sadest hours of my life .
years passes everybody is acting normale like she never been before , all those years I felt like I'm living with strangers (my family) , one day they decide that we're going to move to an other city and that what happend , first my grandmother left seconde we're moving from the only place i feel save in , that wasn't easy at all , few more years in a holiday we went back to see my big family , my uncle was so sick they told me that he had Cancer but I don't know what that is , I spent all the holidays with him playing cards , watching Tv , laughing... I remember asking him for something cuz I was so happy when I'm with him I asked him " you're not leaving me like my grandmother right" he stopped smiling and became so quiete , he never answered me .
the next day I came to see him , I m calling , calling,and calling no answer ; one of my sisters saw him in the garden sitting in his chair but something was wrong , I ran to see him with a big innocent smile to tell him that I was looking for him but I saw again that pale face , same thing that happend to grandma ; He passed away , he was the second person I felt save with after grandma and now he's gone , not easy to attend to two dear people's death when u are just a child , my childhood was quiete different from the other's , my parents don't let me play outside, if I do something wrong they beat me but never talk to me , explain what's good and what's bad , never felt like a child .

Hi, I want to share with u my story it starts the 10th July 1996 when I was born in Rabat the capital of Morocco , I have 3 sisters we were living in an appartemet near my grandmother's house , I spent my first years with her more than my parents she was everything , four years passed One day after eating lunch I was playing next to her and I heard a glass breaking I looked at her that was like the first time I saw her , her face changed it becames so pale her pupils are getting bigger , my mother and uncles are running to her everybody screams they start crying , I m standing there looking at her face , the others faces were full of emotions , nobody notices me.
I don't get it ,I don't understand what's happening ; one of my uncles took me to school , it's 6:00pm I'm back with my sister to find new faces at home never saw them before , women are crying and I was so scared didn't know what's going I ran in to the house calling my grandmother but no answer people start looking at me my mum came to me and she told " she's gone " I couldn't uderstand what that means I'm just an inocent child I don't know what "Death" is , I went to her room and found her laying on her bed wearing all white , I start crying cuz I realized that she 's gone for real and never come back , nobody saw me getting in there so I stayed next to her for a while asking her why she left why now and I still need her , those were the sadest hours of my life .
years passes everybody is acting normale like she never been before , all those years I felt like I'm living with strangers (my family) , one day they decide that we're going to move to an other city and that what happend , first my grandmother left seconde we're moving from the only place i feel save in , that wasn't easy at all , few more years in a holiday we went back to see my big family , my uncle was so sick they told me that he had Cancer but I don't know what that is , I spent all the holidays with him playing cards , watching Tv , laughing... I remember asking him for something cuz I was so happy when I'm with him I asked him " you're not leaving me like my grandmother right" he stopped smiling and became so quiete , he never answered me .
the next day I came to see him , I m calling , calling,and calling no answer ; one of my sisters saw him in the garden sitting in his chair but something was wrong , I ran to see him with a big innocent smile to tell him that I was looking for him but I saw again that pale face , same thing that happend to grandma ; He passed away , he was the second person I felt save with after grandma and now he's gone , not easy to attend to two dear people's death when u are just a child , my childhood was quiete different from the other's , my parents don't let me play outside, if I do something wrong they beat me but never talk to me , explain what's good and what's bad , never felt like a child .