So where at that point in life again when we wake up with 100 things on are minds.. Should we shouldn't, do I don't I, doing are are heads in going over things over and over and over again. Although the stuff we are worrying about isn't even a worry, from since I can remember I have always had a pour heart goes back to when I was 10 and my grandparents would give me a pound witch was a lot then, I would go to the local charity shop buy them something with this pound they were more than great full just ended up with a living room full of little stuff there didn't need and looking back now didn't even look good. Growing up you learn that not every one who you come across is good hearted and sadly you have to learn the hard way, trusting then be let down is one of the most hurting feeling one will ever feel. the thing about trust is once you have been hurt so many times you become numb as I would put it nuffthink or no one can hurt you no more but sadly it gets the better of you and as your saving your self from heartache your hurting others without even knowing. Sadly that's life but you need to see the good from the bad not everyone is going to be good to you and not every one is going to be bad also treating people how you want to be treated doesn't work very good ether. So anyway after all the hurt and hurting comes a point when you have to let go you have to drop a tear you have to look at your self and drop the act yes I am a good person and I won't let my past get the better of me no more. Then that's when it happens then when you will find your happiness because you stopped looking, you can't no this tho while your blinded with hurt be happy within your self take a risk and smile at the past because that is what made you the strong women you are today,
