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Fathers name: preetpal singh

Mothers name: sarabjeet kaur

Country of Birth:

India

Year of birth: 1984

Places of Residence:

amritsar delhi

Brothers/sisters: mini

Studies: ma

Profession: bpo

This is not The End

The is not The End

Yeh kahani hai Abhinav aur Simran ki. Simran Punjab ke ek chote shehar se thi, us ke mata pita koi bhi nahi tha. ghar, paisa sab khatam ho chuka tha, jab woh delhi aye thi to bas yeh soch ke woh khud se apna ghar bana legi aur kisi pe depend nahi hogi. Simran jo hamesha se True Love ki talash mein thi, use jab love ka matlab bhi nahi pata tha tab se woh apne pyar ko dhoond rahi thi.

Simran apne mata pita ki akeli aulaad thi, maa baap bahut pyar karte the, bua aur fufa bhi bahut pyar karte the. Mano do do mata pita ka pyar use mil raha tha, lekin choti umar mein mata pita chal base. Bua fufa ne parhaya aur kabhi maa pita ki kami mehsoos nahi hone di. Simran ek hasti khelti zindagi bitana pasand karti thi, woh kal ki chinta nahi karti thi balki aaj mein jeeti thi. woh har din ko poori tarah se jeena chahti thi. bachpan se khud ko bahut royal manti thi, halaki rehti woh middle class family mein thi. use har baat asan lagti thi, ghar ke kaamo se jyada career banane mein ruchi rehti thi. Hamesha apne ghar mein aur dosto ko bolti thi ki use Delhi jana hai, kyunki uska sab kuch wahi hai. Aise use lagta tha. Aur us ki intuition power bhi bahut tez thi. jaise umer ke us padav mein pahunchi, jaha use lagta tha ki koi hai jis se use milna hai, jo us ka apna hai, aur is ke ilawa use sache ishwar ko pana hai.
18 ki umer tak kaafi utar chadav dekhe par simran ki zindgi pe asar nahi hua tha kyunki ishwar jaise khud use hamesha sambhal leta tha, woh bhagwaan main bahut aastha bhi rakhti thi.

Ab woh samay aaya jab bua fufa bhi saath chor gaye, woh bure the, samye aya tab woh bhi chale gaye. Simran ke uper ek ke baad ek musibat aa gaye. Ghar paisa sab chala gaya. Logo ne akele samaj sab kuch le liye. Bas ab kuch ek do Fds aur us ke education ke certificate lekar dilli aa gaye. Train mein bethe hue prey kar rahi thi ki ab tere hawale hai zindagi, mujhe kuch nahi pata bas paramatma tu hi dhyan rakhna ab. Kher bure din beete aur achha samay aaya, job mil gaye, acche dost bhi mil gaye. Rehne ka bhi sahi intjam ho gaya. kuch saal beete, shadi ki baat kahi chalte to kuch na kuch rukawat aa jati, kabhi woh mana kar deti, kabhi doosri taraf se baat nahi banti thi, koi pasand aata to woh ladka sahi nahi hota tha, jaldi pata chal jata. Agar koi sahi milta to use lagta yeh woh nahi hai, jise woh dhoond rahi hai. jaise us ke saath apne sheher se hota chala aa raha tha, ek din woh bahut dukhi hue, path pooja karte waqat usne aankhe band kar ke poocha, hey pramtama mujhe rasta dikha kya mujhe akele rehna hai, kya aisa koi nahi hai, kya yeh mera weham hai, agar aisa hai to mein khud ko sache ishwar ki bhakti ki taraf samarpan kar doongi. tab use ek image dikhti hai, jis mein woh dekhti hai, jis se use pata chalta hai ki jis se use milna hai woh bengali hoga. kuch saal beete tab phir se ek baar waise samay aaya jo fufa ke jane ke baad aaya tha.
Woh bahut pey karti hai God use bacha lo is bure time se, par use lagta hai ishwar ne bhi uska saath chor diya, sab kuch galat ho raha tha. tab ek din ek phone aaya hai, ladka bolta hai ki aapne room dekhna hai rent pe, mujhe pata chala tha, woh us shaks ka naam batata hai jise simran apna phone number de kar aye thi. simran ne batya haa dekhna hai par jaha bijli ka meter alag se ho, yahan bas ek hi pareshani, bijli ke bill bahut aata hai. Us ne kaha theek hai mein aap ki jarurat ke hisab se bata doonga, aap mere number save kar lo Abhinav ke naam se.
Siman ne khud se rent pe flat dekha, tab woh kisi kaam se ghar se door saman lene gaye, waha use Abhinav mila, is beech abhinav use do teen baar mil chuka tha. Abhinav ne poocha to tumne shift kar liya, simran ne kaha haa aaj hi kiya aur ise liye kuch saman lene aye thi, Abhinav ne kaha main tumhe ghar chor deta hun. Woh jab chodne aya, tab use laga ki woh simran se dosti kar lega, Abhinav ke ladki ko apni baato mein lana koi badi baat nahi thi. Simran ko ghar ke bahar drop kar ke bola saman rakh ke aa jao, Simran ke dimag mein chal raha tha ki mujh se gas chulhe ka pipe nahi lagega, aur air-Cooler bhi baher lagana, is se help le leti hun, Simran ne kaha tum ek min ghar aa jao, Abhi nav ander se to khush ho gaya par bola nahi tum rakh ke aao, Simran ne use insist kiya tab abhinav ke chehre pe muskurahat thi. Ab siman ne ghar pe la kar kuch kehna pani poocha, phir boli yeh ek do kaam hai, in mein meri help karo. us din ke baad se unki roz mulaqaat hone lagi. Abhinav ne simran se flirt karna shuru kiya, simran ne kaha tum mujhe bewakoof mat banao, mujhe apna pata hai mein kaise hun aur is waqat meri halat kya hai, mein kisi ke baaton main nahi aati samje.
Mein aj kal pareshan hun aur maine apne sab dosto se baat karna band kar rakha hai, is liye tumse baat kar leti hun. Abhinav ki baato se simran ka dhyan apni pareshani se door ho jata tha. Tab kuch din mein simran ko pata chala ki abhinav ander se achha insaan hai par sharab ki aadat mein fasa hua hai. Dono bahut achhe dost ban gaye the. Simran ek din boli tum apne dosto ko bahut kuch galat bole ho na mere baare mein, Abhinav ne kaha mujhe itna to pata chal gaya tha ki tum ek achhi ladki ho par is waqat bure time se gujar rahi ho. Pher haste bola achha ek baat batao: Simarn, kya pehli baa ghar bas ghar ke kaam mein help ke liye bulaya tha, Simran ne maa pita ki kasam kha ke bola haa mere man mein aur kuch nahi tha, Abhinav hasa aur kaha tum itni serious mat ho, maine waise hi poocha. Dosti gehri hoti ja rahi thi, Abhinav bahar apne dosto ko gehri dosti nahi batata tha aur simran ko kehta tha koi samjhega nahi is dosti ko. Is liye jise jo sochna use woh sochne do, bas itna promise karta hun Ki "agar kuch achha nahi kar sakta to kuch bura bhi nahi karoonga tumhare saath."
Simranko abhinav pe poora bharosa tha woh use bolti thi tum actually mein diamond ho bas tumne khud pe dhool daal rakhi hai, jise saaf karne ki jarurat hai. Abhinav use bolat tha ki woh use Abhi kahe, us ki school ki dost use abhi bulati thi. Simran ne kaha achha to tumhari gopiya sab abhi kehti thi. Din jaise beet rahe the, abhi apne zindgi ke saare raaz, achhe bure sab simran se bata raha tha, jaise woh hamesha se us se sab share karta aa raha ho. Simran ne apni zindgi ki sab achhi buri sab baatein abhi ko batai
Ek din Abhinav ne batya ki usne ek ladki se sacha pyar kiya par shadi nahi kar paya kyunki woh us samye settle nahi tha, aur ab us ladki ke do bachhe hain, Abhi ne us ki shadi ke time se bahut sharab peeni shuru kar di aur 6 saal pahle marte marte bacha tha is wajah se. Simran ne use samjhaya, dekho jo hua so hua. ab tum is nashe ki aadat se bahar aao. Woh raat din prathana karti rehti, abhi sharab na piye, woh use kabhi church le jati, kabhi kise pas ke mandir. Abhi koshish karne laga par har baar jaise koshish toot rahi thi. 2-3 baar hospital se bach ke aa chuka tha, bola is baar gaya to wapas nahi aa paunga, woh apni halat samj raha tha. Simran pe woh jitna bharosa karne laga tha shayd hi ksie pe, ha ek dost jo bachpan ka tha woh achha tha aur ek us ke rishtedar jo ki dilli se bahut door rehte the. Abhi aur simran dono ek doosre se mile bina nahi reh pate the, dono ek doosre ki respect karte the, ladte bhi the, par jaldi ek doosre ko mana lete the. abhi ka saath simran ke liye ek shield ki tarah tha, woh bahut secure mehsoos karti thi. Abhi hamesha simran ko kehta tha ki us ki life short hai. Akhir ek din aisa samye aya jab Abhi bhi simran ko akele karke hamesha ke liye chala gaya, lekin kahani yaha khatam nahi hoti, kyunki is beech unka rishta itna gehra hi chuka tha ki woh dono ek doosre ko bina nahi rehna chahte the, Akhri samye main Abhi ne simran ko kaha: is janam nahi par agle janam dekhna woh ishwar hame milwa dega.
Simran ke liye yeh akhri lafz ab jeene ki wajah ban gaye the, Abhi jo ki bengali tha, simran ne us ke jaane ke bad tehravi ki pooja karwai, agli subhe simran se abhi sapne mein mila kuch der baate ki aur pher chala gaya, kabhi kabhi us ke sapne aa jate the, aur ek abhi ki rishtedar jise simran "Angel" kehti thi, woh us ke har dukh ko kam kar deti thi. Simran ab tak samj chuki thi ki woh apne bure karmo ka hisab khatam karne aye thi, jo us ka tha woh us se mil chuki ab bas intezaar hai to yeh kahani jab phir se shuru hogi, jaha kuch der ke liye ruki hai...


































End chapter 1

This is not The End

The is not The End
Yeh kahani hai Abhinav aur Simran ki. Simran Punjab ke ek chote shehar se thi, us ke mata pita koi bhi nahi tha. ghar, paisa sab khatam ho chuka tha, jab woh delhi aye thi to bas yeh soch ke woh khud se apna ghar bana legi aur kisi pe depend nahi hogi. Simran jo hamesha se True Love ki talash mein thi, use jab love ka matlab bhi nahi pata tha tab se woh apne pyar ko dhoond rahi thi.

Simran apne mata pita ki akeli aulaad thi, maa baap bahut pyar karte the, bua aur fufa bhi bahut pyar karte the. Mano do do mata pita ka pyar use mil raha tha, lekin choti umar mein mata pita chal base. Bua fufa ne parhaya aur kabhi maa pita ki kami mehsoos nahi hone di. Simran ek hasti khelti zindagi bitana pasand karti thi, woh kal ki chinta nahi karti thi balki aaj mein jeeti thi. woh har din ko poori tarah se jeena chahti thi. bachpan se khud ko bahut royal manti thi, halaki rehti woh middle class family mein thi. use har baat asan lagti thi, ghar ke kaamo se jyada career banane mein ruchi rehti thi. Hamesha apne ghar mein aur dosto ko bolti thi ki use Delhi jana hai, kyunki uska sab kuch wahi hai. Aise use lagta tha. Aur us ki intuition power bhi bahut tez thi. jaise umer ke us paddaav mein pahunchi, jaha use lagta tha ki koi hai jis se use milna hai, jo us ka apna hai, aur is ke ilawa use sache ishwar ko pana hai.
18 ki umer tak kaafi utar chadav dekhe par simran ki zindgi pe asar nahi hua tha kyunki ishwar jaise khud use hamesha sambhal leta tha, woh bhagwaan main bahut aastha bhi rakhti thi.

Ab woh samay aaya jab bua fufa bhi saath chor gaye, samye aya tab woh bhi chale gaye. Simran ke uper ek ke baad ek musibat aa gaye. Ghar paisa sab chala gaya. Logo ne akele samaj sab kuch le liye. Bas ab kuch ek do Fds aur us ke education ke certificate lekar dilli aa gaye. Train mein bethe hue prey kar rahi thi ki ab tere hawale hai zindagi, mujhe kuch nahi pata bas paramatma tu hi dhyan rakhna ab. Kher bure din beete aur achha samay aaya, job mil gaye, acche dost bhi mil gaye. Rehne ka bhi sahi intjam ho gaya. kuch saal beete, shadi ki baat kahi chalte to kuch na kuch rukawat aa jati, kabhi woh mana kar deti, kabhi doosri taraf se baat nahi banti thi, koi pasand aata to woh ladka sahi nahi hota tha, jaldi pata chal jata. Agar koi sahi milta to use lagta yeh woh nahi hai, jise woh dhoond rahi hai. jaise us ke saath apne sheher se hota chala aa raha tha, ek din woh bahut dukhi hue, path pooja karte waqat usne aankhe band kar ke poocha, hey pramtama mujhe rasta dikha kya mujhe akele rehna hai, kya aisa koi nahi hai, kya yeh mera weham hai, agar aisa hai to mein khud ko sache ishwar ki bhakti ki taraf samarpan kar doongi. tab use ek image dikhti hai, jis mein woh dekhti hai, jis se use pata chalta hai ki jis se use milna hai woh bengali hoga. kuch saal beete tab phir se ek baar waise samay aaya jo fufa ke jane ke baad aaya tha.
Woh bahut pey karti hai God use bacha lo is bure time se, par use lagta hai ishwar ne bhi uska saath chor diya, sab kuch galat ho raha tha. tab ek din ek phone aaya, ladka bolta hai ki aapne room dekhna hai rent pe, mujhe pata chala tha, woh us shaks ka naam batata hai jise simran apna phone number de kar aye thi. simran ne batya haa dekhna hai par jaha bijli ka meter alag se ho, yahan bas ek hi pareshani, bijli ke bill bahut aata hai. Us ne kaha theek hai mein aap ki jarurat ke hisab se bata doonga, aap mere number save kar lo Abhinav ke naam se.
Siman ne khud se rent pe flat dekha, tab woh kisi kaam se ghar se door saman lene gaye, waha use Abhinav mila, is beech abhinav use do teen baar mil chuka tha. Abhinav ne poocha to tumne shift kar liya, simran ne kaha haa aaj hi kiya aur ise liye kuch saman lene aye thi, Abhinav ne kaha main tumhe ghar chor deta hun. Woh jab aya, tab use laga ki woh simran se dosti kar lega, Abhinav ke ladki ko apni baato mein lana koi badi baat nahi thi. Simran ko ghar ke bahar drop kar ke bola saman rakh ke aa jao, Simran ke dimag mein chal raha tha ki mujh se gas chulhe ka pipe nahi lagega, aur air-Cooler bhi baher lagana, is se help le leti hun, Simran ne kaha tum ek min ghar aa jao, Abhinav ander se to khush ho gaya par bola nahi tum rakh ke aao, Simran ne use insist kiya tab abhinav ke chehre pe muskurahat thi. Ab siman ne ghar pe la kar kuch kehna pani poocha, phir boli yeh ek do kaam hai, in mein meri help karo. us din ke baad se unki roz mulaqaat hone lagi. Abhinav ne simran se flirt karna shuru kiya, simran ne kaha tum mujhe bewakoof mat banao, mujhe apna pata hai mein kaise hun aur is waqat meri halat kya hai, mein kisi ke baaton main nahi aati, samje.
Mein aj kal pareshan hun aur maine apne sab dosto se baat karna band kar rakha hai, is liye tumse baat kar leti hun. Abhinav ki baato se simran ka dhyan apni pareshani se door ho jata tha. Tab kuch din mein simran ko pata chala ki abhinav ander se achha insaan hai par sharab ki aadat mein fasa hua hai. Dono bahut achhe dost ban gaye the. Simran ek din boli tum apne dosto ko bahut kuch galat bole ho na mere baare mein, Abhinav ne kaha mujhe itna to pata chal gaya tha ki tum ek achhi ladki ho par is waqat bure time se gujar rahi ho. Pher haste hue bola achha ek baat batao: Simarn, kya pehli baa ghar bas ghar ke kaam mein help ke liye bulaya tha, Simran ne maa pita ki kasam kha ke bola haa mere man mein aur kuch nahi tha, Abhinav hasa aur kaha tum itni serious mat ho, maine waise hi poocha. Dosti gehri hoti ja rahi thi, Abhinav bahar apne dosto ko gehri dosti nahi batata tha aur simran ko kehta tha koi samjhega nahi is dosti ko. Is liye jise jo sochna use woh sochne do, bas itna promise karta hun Ki "agar kuch achha nahi kar sakta to kuch bura bhi nahi karoonga tumhare saath."
Simran ko abhinav pe poora bharosa tha woh use bolti thi tum actually mein diamond ho bas tumne khud pe dhool daal rakhi hai, jise saaf karne ki jarurat hai. Abhinav use bolta tha ki woh use Abhi kahe, us ki school ki dost use abhi bulati thi. Simran ne kaha achha to tumhari gopiya sab abhi kehti thi. Din jaise beet rahe the, abhi apne zindgi ke saare raaz, achhe bure sab simran se bata raha tha, jaise woh hamesha se us se sab share karta aa raha ho. Simran ne apni zindgi ki sab achhi buri sab baatein abhi ko batai
Ek din Abhinav ne batya ki usne ek ladki se sacha pyar kiya par shadi nahi kar paya kyunki woh us samye settle nahi tha, aur ab us ladki ke do bachhe hain, Abhi ne us ki shadi ke time se bahut sharab peeni shuru kar di aur 6 saal pahle marte marte bacha tha is wajah se. Simran ne use samjhaya, dekho jo hua so hua. ab tum is nashe ki aadat se bahar aao. Woh raat din prathana karti rehti, abhi sharab na piye, woh use kabhi church le jati, kabhi kise pas ke mandir. Abhi koshish karne laga par har baar jaise koshish toot rahi thi. 2-3 baar hospital se bach ke aa chuka tha, bola is baar gaya to wapas nahi aa paunga, woh apni halat samj raha tha. Simran pe woh jitna bharosa karne laga tha shayd hi ksie pe, ha ek dost jo bachpan ka tha woh achha tha aur ek us ke rishtedar jo ki dilli se bahut door rehte the. Abhi aur simran dono ek doosre se mile bina nahi reh pate the, dono ek doosre ki respect karte the, ladte bhi the, par jaldi ek doosre ko mana lete the. abhi ka saath simran ke liye ek shield ki tarah tha, woh bahut secure mehsoos karti thi. Abhi hamesha simran ko kehta tha ki us ki life short hai. Akhir ek din aisa samye aya jab Abhi bhi simran ko akele karke hamesha ke liye chala gaya, lekin kahani yaha khatam nahi hoti, kyunki is beech unka rishta itna gehra hi chuka tha ki woh dono ek doosre ko bina nahi rehna chahte the, Akhri samye main Abhi ne simran ko kaha: is janam nahi par agle janam dekhna woh ishwar hame milwa dega.
Simran ke liye yeh akhri lafz ab jeene ki wajah ban gaye the, Abhi jo ki bengali tha, simran ne us ke jaane ke bad tehravi ki pooja karwai, agli subhe simran se abhi sapne mein mila kuch der baate ki aur pher chala gaya, kabhi kabhi us ke sapne aa jate the, aur ek abhi ki rishtedar jise simran "Angel" kehti thi, woh us ke har dukh ko kam kar deti thi. Simran ab tak samj chuki thi ki woh apne bure karmo ka hisab khatam karne aye thi, jo us ka tha woh us se mil chuki ab bas intezaar hai to yeh kahani jab phir se shuru hogi, jaha kuch der ke liye ruki hai...


































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